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Well, officially I am not 37 weeks until tomorrow.  But I will pretend that its tomorrow.

I am 37 weeks! My little one is full term now, if he were born today things would probably be okay.  But I’m not in any hurry.  He is probably close to 6 pounds, and 19 inches.  I can’t believe that it’s so close! In less than a month I will be a mother! 3 weeks! Now the real kick will be when its days, not weeks… Thats going to be the real shock.

So we have almost everything that we need  for little Connor’s arrival.  We have little clothes, little shirts and pants.  We have some bibs and those cute mittens.  We also have socks, and my favorite soft warm blankets.  I have seriously debated stealing one in particular.  I call it the star blanket.  It’s so freaking soft, fluffy, and amazing! My mom gave it to me.  To be honest I might not let the baby use it, maybe until he is past the puking nasty poop stage.  Until then, I am going to use it! Probably for a while =).

So little Connor will have to deal with one less blanket.  I’m sorry, but I think that a mothers right.  To steal her babies blankets when she sees fit!!

Besides stealing blankets, I am very very excited.  I am excited for the cute bassinet, and the adorable car seat.  I am excited for my cute little one when he first opens his eyes and looks into mine.  I am excited to see little Connor fall asleep on his daddies chest.  I am excited to hear his first laugh, his first hiccup (outside me), his first sneeze.  I am excited (though not as much) his first peeing on one of us. Hehehehe!!

I am also excited for our first all nighter, when he can’t sleep, or doesn’t feel good.  So I can comfort him.

I am so excited to be a mother.  Now that its close, I am also mixed with different feelings.  I am worried that im not prepared.  Some days I only feel 16, and that im making a horrible mistake bringing a child into this world.  Then other days I cant believe that I waited so long to have children.

When I hold little Connor for the first time, that is going to be one of the best days of my life.

Best day 1- Meeting Sam,

Best day 2- Marrying Sam,

Best day 3- Holding my baby boy for the first time!!

Golly 3 weeks!! I can’t even begin to know or understand how this will change my life.  But the change will be for the better!  Dont worry my loyal readers you will hear all about this great change!!

 

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